"I have a task for you, and I plan on doing it too," Spitfire speaks to me just before going to bed for her night. "I will be doing this too. Blog about the Old Guard." I baulk. She gives me the same assignment the next day. And the next. And the next. "I am … Continue reading The Old Guard
Wind Up/Slipped away/Sand
Three shorter posts from Fetlife. First one, shows my brattiness at play. These are in reverse order. The oldest one is at the bottom. Wind Up Last night, Coyote and I were missing EPVampire so much, that we couldn't hold back anymore. We had to make an effigy avatar of him for us to snuggle … Continue reading Wind Up/Slipped away/Sand
By Deed or By Creed
Yet another post from Fetlife, from about a year ago. I really wish they had exact dates there on Fetlife. I had gotten an objectification pedestal when I wrote this. EPVampire has barely had the chance to put my psyche back together again when he lost power at his place. Then he ended up sick. … Continue reading By Deed or By Creed
More from Fetlife... Part 1 of a 2 parter... The Cup For the last 35 days… my domly one has been on SL only once. And he’s texted me maybe four times, and Coyote twice cause he couldn’t text me. I have been texting him almost daily. There were a couple of days I didn’t, … Continue reading The Cup
"I want you to post some stuff from your Fetlife writings," says Spitfire, taking me aback. "That's your task for tonight." I cringe, but obey, starting with my most recent, and working my way back. There are two years or more of posts about Ezee. You'll see more posts from in the moment. A lot … Continue reading Hindsight
Warm Fuzzies/7 days
Stuff from Fetlife. Posted originally over a year ago. How many promises were broken? Warm Fuzzies I get up and do the mom thing, letting my real life sleep. I get my kids to school and I get home, and fire up skype, expecting a black screen. Except it’s not a black screen. He’s there, … Continue reading Warm Fuzzies/7 days
From Fetlife back about 8 months ago. Fetlife doesn't keep a confirmed record of when you have posted stuff, just a vague one. Silence “Don’t give up on me.” Those were the last words on a text from him almost a week ago. He said he would explain what was going on. He said he … Continue reading Silence/Patience
Where do I start this time? I found some tweets thanks to a new twitter account I have. He got into my head again and made me cry, because of what he said in them. He had moaned just after New Years and just before Valentine's day that he was alone again and it's been … Continue reading Ponderings 2
Being a dollie can sometimes be tougher than it seems. So, Ezee showed up on Second Life on Thursday. Why is he the subject of this post? Because, when I asked Spitfire if I could take meds to help slow my heart, or at least make it easier for my blood to pump (yes, aspirin), … Continue reading Top Spin
Make a Joyful Noise!
Originally published on October 5, 2016 Every time I DJ, I know that in my audience someone is singing along with the songs I've chosen. Repeatedly, I hear from my audience that they are singing along, but don't want anyone to hear them because their singing is atrocious. There was one owner who would flip … Continue reading Make a Joyful Noise!