It's been over six months since my last post. I haven't had much to say. Or too much to stay, and unable to write down what I feel. December happened. And it blurred. Working long hours for the delivery company. Working just as long for Black Ort and the Whip and the Gorean University. Then … Continue reading Six Months
Last night, I got to a delivery and dragged a Christmas tree from my car and I delivered it to the recipient, and spend the next hour shaking. I haven't been able to get my blood sugar up all day. I blame that on feminine issues, and on having to use too much brain power … Continue reading Brake Check
A trio of little girls, 9-12, sing a familiar song as they walk home from school. One has a really long city bus ride ahead of her, as the three of sing an old refrain. "Step on a crack, and you'll break your mother's back." Two of the little girls are trying to avoid the … Continue reading Step on a crack
She's come back to me... No, not who you are thinking of... But someone who means the world to me. I wasn't allowed to be there for her. Now, maybe, I can.
My Elf Little victories have been happening in my life. Far too many to even begin listing off here. I've been given more responsibility at work for one. I'm waiting to be told that I can train other new drivers. Being able to touch the Pacific two weeks ago, and again last week, was beautiful … Continue reading Victories
Spitfire has been announcing over the various places we inhabit online that we're over. I have to sit back and look at the last few months... Both of us have had our mental health upsets. For her, a tentative diagnosis of autism is leading her to a potential treatment. For me, after waiting for a … Continue reading Over…
I both love and hate my job. I love meeting people. I love driving fast. I love being able to make people happy. What I don't like is three fold: other drivers who have given me very bad advice, one of the dispatchers (and I'm just another on a list of drivers with issues with … Continue reading incelluar