I am going to be amalgamating several dozen other places where I post, in order to put everything in one place. Many of the posts are going to be adult oriented, so think of this as your warning. We'll see where we go from here. Maybe, I'll even be able to buy a domain. This … Continue reading Warning: Kittlens at play
They say that the first year after a spouse's death is the most dangerous year for the survivor. in that year, they could join them for the sheer grief that they feel. It's been 81 days. The grief feels like a mountain sitting on my chest. The anxiety because I am an immigrant here and … Continue reading 81 days and counting
Two days before, he stood up to speak for the immigrants at city hall.The day before... he worked and laughed. And said "It wasn't a lotl, so I bought it for you." It was a small gingerbread axolotl from Buildabear. That morning, I could hear the whistle he used when he had tachy events even … Continue reading The last moments of a life lived
" I am beyond words...
I spent about 5 days in the sepsis ward, with the nurses and technicians bouncing back and forth to keep me comfortable, fed, and medicated. My lactate was at almost 8. My blood counts were all over the place. There were opacities in both lungs on x-ray. They stabilized me, and, after those few days, … Continue reading Coping with Sepsis: My Emotional and Physical Battle
En'kara has come and gone. I however, was no help to Feather. I was unable to participate in much, and did not do what I had planned on doing, so those little prizes were passed to someone who loves giving out prizes for trivia contests. (Edited to save hurt feelings…) I told Black that I … Continue reading Pneumonia
Or: Thanks for the Vacay So... a couple of weeks back, one of the broadcasters from the Gorean Whip had an issue. Paraphrasing his words, but essentially, he was at a set at a sponsor when he got an uninvited teleport request, which he took, to another part of the sim. The request turned into … Continue reading The Impact of Misinformation
Volunteers are the lifeblood of events Without volunteers putting in uncounted hours, whether in real life or in Second Life, special events can not happen. I stopped volunteering years ago for conventions and more when I moved out of the area a lot of conventions were easy to get to and didn't require a ferry … Continue reading The Challenge of Being a Good Volunteer
HOLY SHEET ON A SHEET SHINGLE! I am part of the Whip as a broadcaster again! How the HELL did I manage that? Oh, right... Cause Irish believes in me and what I've done for the last 3 years for Black. And Black has spent 3 years trying to help me heal from everything that … Continue reading ANXIETY? NAH!!!!
Or... How to break a dj... I don't know which member of the staff of Whip Radio wanted us to do this photo for their calendar, but when I finally got Black pinned down long enough to do it, this beauty was made. December came and went and a lot of fun was had. The … Continue reading TGIF
Irony, I ran this blog through the "ai assistant" that WordPress has. I'm not impressed. Nightmares The nightmares are back. I had gotten rid of them. I had started to forget and to heal. The nightmares that woke me up at night and stole what little peace I ever had. She - throwing open my … Continue reading New Year
My life is a work of He.art 